Hi NoRookie815,
I am sorry you are feeling frustrated. I know we all have felt the same from time to time. I took a look at some of your recent hands and every hand you won you were not the big stack, not even the biggest stack in the hand. I think that if you look through the hand histories of some other players here you will see the same. Pick a few players at random and look at each hand they won at showdown you will see that for most of those hands they were not the big stack. Of course you will find hands where the big stack wins but not even close to always.
Just scroll to the bottom of your dashboard or any main lobby page:
click on “Players Online”, “Seated”, or “Moderators” and you will be brought to this page, just click on any player name:
scroll down until you see “View latest Hands”:
Click on any hand. You can watch any players last 200 hands this way. I suggest looking at players’ “best Hands” and “Biggest Pots” but regardless you will find that the vast majority of winning hands do not belong to the biggest stack or even the biggest stack in the hand.
I am sure almost everybody on this site feels your frustration and I know you don’t want to hear it but your fortunes will change. Just give it some time. With the perspective six months or a year or more under your belt I am sure you will feel differently. Good luck to you!! Perhaps we will meet at the tables sometime.
Cheers!