Frank I hope this doesn’t come across as being insensitive, or bad. I am trying to help you, in a very constructive way, and hopefully it helps others, as well.
Frank, its not that you cant win. You, others can win, but have to play right to win. In this hand you did not play right. You may think you play right, but you didnt. Many that go on bad runs, and even good runs, play like you did, seem to do, and think they play right, when they dont play right.
I’ll break down your Hand History.
First a early position player raised 9000 on a 4000 chip blind. Usually that indicates a strong hand. playability Now that can be marginal hand, uncommonly, but even if its a uncommon marginal, there other problem(s)
Next another player called, which can indicate another strong hand. The Likely ranges of these 2 hands are: QJ suited, KJ suited, KQ, A8 suited to AK, 55 to AA. Most to almost all of that range CRUSHES A4 suited, and even QJ suited, KJ suited, KQ has GREAT POSTFLOP PLAYABILITY
Then you wrongly called 9k with A4 suited, because of your KICKER. you either fold pre or reraise big to squeeze, try to force folds(should only be done carefully on rare occasions, vs right players, spots,etc). If a A hit postflop, you can easily be up against A7 suited to AK. You may have had good pot odds to call, but the pot odds rules, dont always apply, and especially against early position raisers, and callers, the pot odds rules usually dont apply. You should only consider pot odds calling if your either limping behind in late position to monster hand mine, or if your defending on BB, SB, with a minimum defense frequency hand like A4 suited on blinds.
The other problem with calling with A4 suited is it can set you up to be squeezed reraised all in. Q7 was not a good squeeze as it was semi likely to be called, and if called would be way behind. But Q7 could have been 88 to AA, A9 suited to AK, KQ suited. And it was called by both the preflop open raiser, and the caller, which could indicate 99 to AA, AQ, AK, KQ suited, so when you called with A4 suited, it was likely, about 99% chance at least 1 of the 3, if not 2,3 had you crushed preflop, and your chances of winning postflop is about 7% to 13% to 23% vs the other 3 players. You may have thought you were getting good 3 to 1 pot odds to call, but you needed 8 to 1 pot odds to call, and 8 to 1 would have made you 2% to 4% to 6% to win, so calling is LOSING over the long term, in that situation, spot, etc.
the All in flopped board may have seemed insane, etc, but those kind of sitiations can happen easily. you got lucky and unlucky at same time, but that was supposed to happen about 98% of the time, because thats how far behind you were preflop.
This so called supposedly bad beat, etc, happened because you didnt fold preflop the first time, and didnt fold to the reraise all ins, like you should have. As such this really was NOT a bad beat. A bad beat is where the worst hand and best hand get all in preflop, and the worst hand wins. So you almost bad beated 88. So you did not get bad beated.
Next time learn to fold like you should and this stuff either wont happen, or will happen less, etc.
It’s these type of things, that can either cause bad runs or extend bad runs, or cause bad runs to not get turned around, etc.
I’m sorry that this happened to you. Hopefully you learn from it. And good luck, better luck in the future.